I’m currently 15 and want a baby very badly.

It’s almost sad to admit, I think. Over the past few weeks, I seem to notice that at least once a day, I see a young child, and it hurts me emotionally to see that and I think, why can’t I have joy like that? I need help because even though my boyfriend and I have talked, we’ve agreed to wait. But I don’t think he sees how much I’m struggling.

Please if there’s anything that I can try to dull the blows I’m being hit with, anyone’s words would be wisdom.