When you do take the home pregnancy test, it doesn’t quite seem real. But when you see the baby and the heartbeat on the ultrasound, it’s so incredible!

It just hit me that i am going to be a mother. i have been feeling like i am getting very connected with my son now. he is totally going to be a soccer player. i am glad i get to have this experience and it is amazing.

I have been going through a lot of stuff with the father of my baby. he has not been a part of it. once he found out he decided to accuse me of cheating. He thought is that it is going to get him out of being a dad. How i see it is he will be a dad no matter what. Just because he is not a part of our babies life does not mean it will not come back and bit him in the butt. and it will!!

I feel like i should just be patient with him but another part of me is feeling that i should be preparing my self for raising my son by my self. I hope i wont have to but i probably will start to get that mind set of i am a single mom and i know i will be a lot more protective over my son after he is born.

I am really not prepared to be a mother but I’ve heard that it will come to me. so i hope i am one of the lucky ones and i turn out to be a natural mother. well i hope so.i have a feeling every thing is going to turn out okay.