My whole life, all I’ve wanted was to be a mom. Now I’m married and it’s only been 1 month and all I can think about is wanting that child. I feel selfish because if we were to get pregnant right now, I know that we would have a hard time providing the support and life that a child should have. Why am I so obsessed with this!? I would do anything to be able to turn off my brain and just be a happy newlywed that is happy with where her life is right now 🙁