A lot has changed in the past year.

We are engaged to be married on the 18th of February. Harry is 2 years old and getting more beautiful everyday, and then Gemma is 5 months old and an amazing baby despite her early start in life.

I haven’t been on for a while. When Gemma was born, I was suffering from Post Natal Depression and I really thought I hated her. By the time she was 2 months old, we’d started to bond and then now, I can’t imagine what my life would have been like without her. My fiancé works away probably 3 days a week so it’s hard because I’m like a single mom a lot of the time and I worry about him.