I really do love him. I can’t help myself to forget him… What should I do? Just to forget these damn feelings.

it’s been a month since we broke up, but I still love him that much. I hate myself for giving him so much love even though he doesn’t deserve it… So much pain is not enough to explain what I feel right now… All I want to do is to forget the memories he left to me…  But how? If all the things I do are the mirror of his memories…

Now, I know that life is not fair sometimes you’re on top.. but often times, you’re at the bottom…