I found out I was pregnant about 4 or 5 weeks ago. I am right now about 9 weeks.

It’s been very crazy, and seems like things are starting to get back to normal. I have so many choices to make in the next few months that will change everything. I told my parents about my baby. At first, they were disappointed but they’re now the most supportive people. My grandma, on the other hand, it’s hard, it’s weird, but we’re all working through it. My boyfriend has been helping a lot too even though we fight about everything. It seems like all he does is work and we don’t see each other as much as we used to. It kind of hurts to not see my baby’s daddy and the love of my life. But once this baby is born, he will be around a lot more. I just hope that all this fighting doesn’t hurt us. I love him so much and this little baby growing inside of me is a blessing. In the end, I think things will turn out right. Tomorrow is my first doctor visit and I’m very scared to see what happens. I have to go into cyber school soon but I don’t know if I really wanna do that…..

Well, I got to go!!