I am 22 years old. When I was eighteen years old, I had an abortion!!!!!

I was dating a friend of mine at the time and two months of graduating high school, with a scholarship to go to college, I found out I was pregnant!!! Now four years later, I still struggle with the emptiness, sadness, and regret from it!!! I did not believe in abortion at the time but my situation was so hard. I was the first in my family to go to college, I wasn’t expected to make this type of mistake. My boyfriend at the time believed that I should have the abortion because he felt like he was hindering me from my dreams!!!

I am a Christian and I know that my Lord and Savior has forgiven me for what I have done!!! It’s just so hard to deal with it!!!  Are there any other Christians out there that can help me get through this!!!!!!! PLEASE HELP!!!!