heart cries…….

It’s hard to tell when it is right to burst out of all this pain in my heart… I don’t know where to start. I felt like I was dumb…..

what to do…

I think it’s hard for me to think about myself…

I lived a hard life through physical abuse, molestation, and rape. I was always told by my mom that if anyone ever touched your swimsuit parts, it wasn’t okay and you needed to tell someone… Well, it started with the one person who you are supposed to trust, your dad. My dad molested me when I was younger, followed by an uncle on his side who touched me, and my grandpa. When I did say something, I was called a liar.

When I was about 7 or 8, a boy I played with growing up, who was much older than me, took me into the closet, touched my private parts, and said it was okay cause we were playing house and I was his wife.

teenage abortions for the best.

right, when i was 13 all my friends had lost their virginity already so when i reached 15 and still hadent i thought i was weird and different. but i met a boy he was amazing, kind and really fit and i feel for him and eventually it happened but then a few weeks later i felt abit weird and didnt think nothing of it but then a few more weeks past and i decided to go and find out and they told me i was 6 weeks pregnant i was so shocked this couldnt of been happening to me of all people.
so i told the boy and he shouted and said he would have nothing to do with it and that he never even loved me and told me he only used me for one thing. i felt so alone my mum and dad disowned me i had no-one, nothing. it was so hard comeing to the decision of abortion but i finally had the medical abortion when i was 8 weeks pregnant this was the hardest time of my life, i cried and cried.
but that wasnt the end of it the abortion was horrible i mean horrible, and now i do think to myself could i have done it and kept the baby but i think i done what was best for the baby i had nothing to offer the baby. its 2 months on and i still cry and i have still never heard from the boy till this day :'( but these things are for the best . i was 15 and pregnant and i didnt take the easy way i took the best way.

comments please !

i wanted to know if there was a possibility in my boyfriend getting in any type of trouble with the law if our baby is born after he turns 18 and he already enpregnated me before ? and im also 16 years old

Please Help

Hi. My name is Monique and I am a teen mom. I feel society has brainwashed people into believe that teen pregnancy is horrible and unforgiveable. Because of my feelings I decided to do a report in my English class to try and understand how something that was done years ago (getting married and starting a family at a young age) became so very wrong. Please write to me expressing your true feelings about being pregnant, raising children, or having abortions so I can open my eyes or others to how teens really feel about pregnancy.

not a day goes by..

Baby..

I hope you can forgive for what I have done . I do love you I really do. Not a day goes by when I dont think about you. I always wonder what you would be like and what you would look like. I wish I could have held you in my arms. I’m sorry. I wonder what it would have been like with just me and you, cuddling and playing all day long. I love you so much, I always want you to know that. Walking into that hospital knowing that I will never get to see you or hold you just once. I know you would have been the most beautiful little boy or little girl. I will never see you walk your first steps or say your first words. I wish I could have seen you grow up. Just know that you are always in my heart and not one day will I ever go without thinking about my baby girl. I knew in my heart you were going to be my baby girl. I love you so much. Please forgive for what I have done to you and not giving you the chance, but you must know that I did this for you. I couldnt have given you the best, which you deserve. <3