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How well do we ever know the one we love? I always thought that I was enough for my husband, but I found out the hard way that I am not. In all due fairness, I haven’t found any proof that he is cheating on me physically, but rather emotionally and electronically. He gets off on looking at other women naked and playing with themselves. I have no idea what to do. I went through the computer at home and found that he had downloaded porn pictures onto our personal computer. I have hidden them in a different folder, but he is more intelligent than me when it comes to computers so I know he will find them,
Just yesterday, I went on to the history of our internet and found that he had been going on all these different chat rooms or actually sex sites. The three that I found the most of is cam4.com jasminlive.com and ladies.com. The other one that I saw but not a lot of is Bianca something. Then to make matters worse russianbrides.com and localsluts.com keep sending my husband e-mails. The one thing that makes this all even worse is that we haven’t even been married for a year yet. We have a son and another baby on the way.
I don’t know what to make of all of this. I feel so unloved it feels as though my husband is not attracted to me and the only way that he can stand to have sex with me is to picture one of those sex.com woman and think that he is having sex with them instead of me. I can’t even talk to him about it as he has this way of making it feel like it is all my fault. I picked up weight after having my son.
I don’t know how to lose the weight after a c-section, I have tried. It seems to be so much harder. I feel like such a fat pig after every meal that I have and on top of it if I don’t eat I get into trouble by my husband, yes I know I need to eat for the sake of the baby. But why do I need to eat after. I can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore. So I always think if I can’t stand to look at myself anymore then why should I blame him for the same reason. He can’t stand to look at me anymore.
After I have this baby is it wrong to say that I will lose the weight right way or wrong in 3 months. I don’t care whether I kill myself in the process anymore. I just want my husband to look at me the way that he did before I started to show with my son. I miss the way that he used to touch me and the way he would hold me. He used to be so different before I picked up all this weight. He used to like to hold my hand in public kiss me more than just twice a day and hell we used to make love 3 to 4 times a week. Now I am lucky if we have sex once every 2nd week. I feel so emotional all the time and don’t know how to get over it.
He always talks about other woman and how he should get a lover to do things with him or how big our store room is and that he will turn it into a nice place and we can keep other woman there he will test all of them out once a week. In this he is talking about Russian brides. I mean have you seen those women. They are gorgeous.
I need help and have no one to talk to about this kind of stuff as everyone in this town know how to stab a person in the back. I don’t have friends and I can’t talk to my husband about my feelings, he tends to get cross with me. I tried to talk to him once when I found him masturbating in the shower. To what I don’t know all he said to me was that it’s something every guy does and then told me that if I told anyone then there would be hell to pay. At this time we were only married for 2 months and had been together for a year and 5months.
I hate myself everyday that I go through this. I just need someone to talk to someone that won’t judge me or take his side someone that won’t stab me in the back someone that understands.
You could also just leave your comments and I would really like that to.
I am now 5 and a half months pregnant.
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A few years from now…
Hi…. I’m [Redacted], 18 yrs. old… I really want to share my story… Well, my big brother was born when my mom was still a teenager.. And my brother wasn’t just her first baby when she was a teen… Sad to say, the first baby was gone because of an accident.. So my big brother was born when my mom was 17 years old… I knew all of this because of my cousin who is older than me… She is now 30 years old.. My mother and father fell in love when they were still young. My mother back then had all
