WHERE DO I START……I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO….I WAS CONFUSED..I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED AND CARED FOR…AFTER MY MOTHER GOT MARRIED TO MY NOW STEP DAD WAY TOO FAST I FELT BETRAYED….I WANTED HER TO MYSELF..I JUST WANTED IT TO BE JUST HER AND I…AT FIRST I DIDNT LIKE HIM BECAUSE HE WAS TAKING UP TOO MUCH OF HER TIME AND SHE WASNT THERE 4 ME ANYMORE…I DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE HER MUCH…SLOWLY BUT SURELY I WAS LOSING MY MOM….I WAS DATING THIS GUY WHICH I SHANTASIA STILL LOVE DEARLY LERALDO WHO WAS THERE 4 ME WHEN I NEED HIM THE MOST BUT AFTER DEALING WITH HIM AND HAVING SEXUAL INTERCOURSE I LATER ON FOUND OUT I WAS 5 WEEKS PREGNANT..I WAS SCARED…I COULDNT BELIEVE IT…WHEN I TOLD HIM HE WAS SOOOO EXCITED..THIS IS WHAT HE WANTED MORE THAN ANYTHING..I AM NOW 8 WEEKS PREGNANT AND 2DAY IS THE DAY I DECIDED I WANT TO BREAK THE NEWS TO MY MOMMY AND LET HER KNOW IM EXPECTING…DONT KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN OR HOW THINGS IS GONNA PLAY OUT..BUT NO MATTER WHO I MAY LOSE AND WHO I MAY GAIN….I WILL NOT PICK THE EASY WAY OUT BECAUSE IM ALREADY IN LOVE WITH MY BABY…AND MY BABY IS MY WORLD…AND THATS THE ONLY HUMAN THAT MATTERS TO ME..