I guess like all girls finding out she’s pregnant while still in school and the future ahead of her is daunting….I know I’m one of those girls.

I conceived in Oct. but never realised I was pregnant till Nov… literally the week of Thanksgiving… Oh, what a holiday shocker! I had not started my period so that was cause for concern but not that much… I mean my periods had been a little weird lately so I wasn’t too concerned. I got the surprising news when I went in for my birth control shot… Well, routinely taking my pregnancy test… the results were “POSITIVE”!

No one knew what to say…least of all me…I mean…me, the girl who was bound for college. I had a gorgeous boyfriend, a grade average….a wonderful life it seems… Well, things just aren’t what they are when you think you do.

Well I’m pregnant… The father will be around….just us not together… He isn’t ready for a baby…and he knows it… It’s sad because I realised…being pregnant and having children not only means your body changes but your mind and the way you start to view life.

I want everything for my baby….I may not be able to provide it all….but God knows I will try!!! Hope everything goes alright and I found out I’m having a beautiful baby boy!!