Hi Becky…

I’m 21… My boyfriend and I have been dating for 4 years… We mean everything to each other… In September, this year, I found out I was pregnant… I have always been on the pill.. but during that month I missed a few… I was late and had all the symptoms… We did a pregnancy test… And I knew that I was pregnant before those 2 very dark lines showed up… I had to hold my breath and tell my boyfriend… We both just sat there.. and I cried.. and he just held me… I always said I would never have an abortion… But at this time… We spoke about it and decided to… We went to the clinic and the lady did my scan, but couldn’t pick anything up .. But I was definitely pregnant… I should have taken this as a sign and not gone back… They told me to come back in a week for another scan… That one week was the best ever… I forgot about the abortion…even talked to my baby… Even though I thought I was about 5 weeks… The next week, I went back to the clinic with my boyfriend… and she told me I was 8 weeks pregnant… I decided to abort… It’s now exactly a month since that day… As soon as I walked out of the clinic, I cried …..

Since that day… I have blanked out everything that has happened… But tomorrow will be one month since I did it… I would have been 3 months pregnant by now… I know my parents would have been upset but they would have gotten over it… I wish I could go back a month ago… and not take that pill!!! I’m so angry with myself for doing this… If I could stop even one girl from doing this, then I would achieve something… Your babies deserve to live …. Don’t let your mistakes fall to them… They deserve a life… Abortion is the toughest decision ever for a woman…

If you have the slightest chance of not doing it… DON’T DO IT…