my body wuldnt let my baby survive, how can i let my body survive now? i was going to give my life to her, now i have nothing to live for. now im more alone than i hav ever been. i miss her. so much. now im not going to be a mother, im not anything and there is no reason for me to stay alive. she was my last hope of a happy existence
11 weeks and 2 days into my pregnancy
I don't even really know what to write here, as...