I recently had an abortion, in January… Just in time before year 12 started up and classmates would notice….(how convenient).

My partner and I have been together for a while, and since the abortion, I have resented him and our parents. Every time, I go to the shops, look at magazines, hear of others having babies. It’s almost as though a part of me has gone. Well, it has and that will be forever. I never wanted to have the abortion, yet my partner and his mum pressured me so much that I felt I had no other decision. He promised he’d be there whenever I was sad…. Let me tell you, he’s not… He simply sits there and goes off into another world. It is all swept under the rug. I feel so lonely and guilty…

Is this normal?? What do I do now??