I recentlyhad an abortion, in Janurary…just in time before year 12 started up and classmates would notice….(how convienent). My partner and I have been together for a while, and since the abortion I have resented him and our parents every time I go to the shops, look at magazines, hear of others having babies. It's almost as though apart of me has gone, well it has and that will be forever . I never wanted to have the abortion, yet my partner and his mum pressured me so much I felt I had no other decision. He promised he'd be there when ever I was sad….let me tell you his not… he simply sits there and goes off into another world. It is all swept under the rug. I feel so lonely and guilty …is this normal?? what do i do now??