i feel so foolish, even though i already know what i feel i shouldnt be ok. he gave me up. as a matter of fact he gave “us” up because he couldnt handle my choice of keeping her, our child. I love him again and again. I cant explain why. i spend so many days and nights praying to god to rid my love for him and it wont stop. I know love takes time to die but this is ridiculous , I know its wrong but nothing that i do wont stop this heart ache, wont stop the dreams, wont stop me from wanting him….