i feel really lost at the moment. you all know that i already have 2 children and im a single mother, well i found out yesterday that i am pregnant with twins. i am around 8 weeks already and im extreamly worried. i didnt want any more kids, i have 2 healthy happy children. no one knows other then me and the doctor and im way to scared to tell the father. i dont know what to do, ive done this twice before but this just feels so different. i dont belive in abortion and i dont really want to hand these kids over to complete strangers to be raised. im going to have 4 kids under the age of 3 and im only going to be 18! i guess i just needed to tell some one because its killing me keeping it inside.