I feel really lost at the moment.

You all know that I already have 2 children and I’m a single mother. Well, I found out yesterday that I am pregnant with twins. I am around 8 weeks already and I’m extremely worried. I didn’t want any more kids. I have 2 healthy, happy children. No one knows other than me and the doctor and I’m way too scared to tell the father. I don’t know what to do. I’ve done this twice before, but this just feels so different. I don’t believe in abortion and I don’t really want to hand these kids over to complete strangers to be raised. I’m going to have 4 kids under the age of 3 and I’m only going to be 18!

I guess I just needed to tell someone because it’s killing me keeping it inside.