A few days later I began to feel weird. Everything I smelt made my stomach uoset and I just wanted to constantly vomit and I did. I thought that I might be pregnant but I didn’t want toget our hopes up so i didn’t say anything.

I waited until it was time for my period again and when it didn’t come I knew without a doubt that i was pregnant. I tld my boyfriend that I thought I might be Pregnant

A week before my sevententh birthday my boyfriend of five months and I decided that we were going to be together forever and we knew this because we love eachother so much. Knowing this we knew that we wanted children together so on that very day we began the process. A few days later I began to feel weird. Everything I smelt made my stomach uoset and I just wanted to constantly vomit and I did. I thought that I might be pregnant but I didn’t want toget our hopes up so i didn’t say anything.

I waited until it was time for my period again and when it didn’t come I knew without a doubt that i was pregnant. I tld my boyfriend that I thought I might be Pregnant and he was happy he said that if i was that he would be very happy. He told me how much he loved me and that he would be so happy if I were pregnant. So a few days went by and still no period… So I went to the store and bought a pregnancy test, the test i bought had to in the box. I took one test the same night and it was negative so I knew that that was wrong so i waited the next day and took it when I first woke up. The test read possitive and all I could do was cry I cried for about an hour.

I called my boyfriend at work and told him the good news he was so nervous he dropped the phone. He called back and from the sound of his voice i can tell that he was smiling. He told me how much he loved me and he kept kissing into the phone.  We were so happy but we didn’t even think about our parent. I knew that I didn’t want to face my parents right away so i avoided them. I eventually told my mom and dad and so did my boyfriend. Everybody was upset. My mom and my boyfriends mom got over it after a few days but my dad wouldn’t talk to me. I had an appointment scheduled for the following week and my boyfriend and i went together.

We were nervous and excited at the same time. We got a chance to see were the baby would develop and we also heard the heart beat it was so exciting. After the appointment we begen to talk about whatwe would do when the baby was born!  n we were so ready. We got the date for our next appointment and we left. A few days before the next appointment i began to feel some really sharp pains and I didn’t know what was going on. It never crossed my mind that i was having a miscarriage.

I called my boyfriend and told him he asked me what I had ate and he said maybe the food wasn’t agreeing with me and he said to lay down. I went into my room and laid down. It began to get worst so I called my mom she told me that maybe it was gas nobody thought that their could possibly be something wrong with the baby. It was my first pregnancy so i didn’t know what to expect. I thought nothing else of it until the day of my appointment i brought it to the attention of my doctor and she got the ultrasound machine. She left out f the room and when she returned she was accompanied by two other doctors. Thye all stood around the machine and then the other two doctors left. She turned to my boyfriend and i and told us that our baby had died. and at that time I felt like I had died to.

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Hello – Oh I am so very sorry about your horrible experience.  This is so tragic and my heart so breaks for you.My name is Lisa and I am from the Stand Up Girl website.  I’m so very sorry about your loss and I hope that in time your hearts will heal.  I hope that you can now begin to plan your futures together and then maybe begin to plan a wedding (?)  🙂  .  Wouldn’t that be a wonderful start to building your family?Thank you so much for sharing your story with us at Stand Up Girl.  Please feel free to send an e-mail any time.  OK?Thank you again.

Luv Lisa