I found out I was pregnant with my best friend / boyfriend's baby in march. I was too excited to be a mommy. But at the time, I didn't want to tell him. I was really scared. So I was stupid, and selfish enough not to quit my habits … drinking, drugs & smoking.
 
I was about 6 weeks pregnant when I had the miscarriage. I cried for hours, and since my boyfriend didn 't know I was pregenat, I had to tell him. It was the worse experience of my life. Now I think I`m pregnant again, but i`m actually changing my life around.

I stopped using drugs, cut way back on the drinking, and quit smoking. I`m just looking forward to the doctor's appointment which is going to tell me some good news.