Things just seem to spiral out of control from time to time and again, I’m struggling to hold together the threads of what was once normal… I just can’t cope and it’s like everytime I tell Aergean that I’m depressed he takes it as a personal attack on him and I findmyself consolling him and apologising for the way i feel.
I’m so frustrated…. I cry ALL the time about nothing and everything. I just can’t hold this facade together anymore. I spent over an hour on the bathroom floor the other day, crying till I was sick… Is this normal? Is this healthy?
I just wanna pull my hair out and scream and get rid of everything that keeps building up untill it explodes. I’m so scared that I’m headed for another nervous breakdown.