i would like to saay…first of congrats on your girls! and on your boy! you are a very strong woman, specially for your age…you are one of the girls for who we can truely say, she stood up!
i belive that it was hard to give your son to your cousin…but on the other side, he will have the life that he deservs, im sure your aunt will give him EVERYTHING she can…and he still is in the family, you will be able to watch him grow up, and he will know (when he will be older) that you made the best choice you could for him!
congrats and good luck!