Hey there….Congrats on baby #2, I am SO glad that you have come back to share how much Standupgirl has impacted your parenting experience and how much the site has boosted your confidence in knowing that you CAN do this again! I tell you what, I had two kids from two dads by the time I was 21, I was a single mom for 4 1/2 years and then I chose abstinence again until my wedding night as I was NOT going to risk pregnancy again until marriage….Anyways all that back ground to tell you that I made it 2 1/2 years until my wedding night and we got pregnant a year into our marriage, I was STILL freaked out…It doesn’t matter whether it is your 1st or 8th baby, whether you are a teen, grown up, single or married, being pregnant and having another little human inside your own body that YOU are responsible for is a very sobering reality check, in all stages and ages in life….Seems like you have a good head on your shoulders, Just know its ok to have that freaked out feeling, we all get it! 🙂 I first discovered this site around the same time as you…I wonder if we ever talked hahaha…Anyways, Glad to have you back and I hope to hear updates about your life and how your pregnancy progresses! Love Meg