That boy dont love me

it was love at first site.well atleast for me it was.Spending nights at his house,having sex with him everything and i was only 14.he told me he loved me and i told him the same only to find out it was all lies.i got pregnant and i was so scared but at the same time i was yhappy to find out i was pregnant by the boy i supposely was in love with. I came home from school one day and i started to throw up i knew i was pregnant but i wanted to be sure .so i went down to get a pregnancy test.I went in the room to take the test .i had to wait awile then the test vame back POSITIVE.ididnt know what to do but i had to tell him.4 mons went by and i still didnt tell him finally the 5th month cae and i told him he denied it the whole time. i cried and cried until i couldnt take it no more.icoulnt believe it the boy that i was suppose to be in love with just walked out of me and my unborn childs life.so i made another phone call to him and cursed him out saying"wait untill i have this baby im putin you on child support" and all types of stuff and you know what he said to me he said go head i dont care why do you just get an abortion.at at that time i thought maybe hes right maybe i should get an abortion im not gonna bring this child to this world if its gonna bethe worse for him.i had thoughts of getting an abortion for along time.one day i had a doctors appointment to hear the babys heart and once i heard that i no longer wanted an abortion that was my baby in me and i was not about to kill it over no boy.i said to myself forget that boy he dont love me but this baby can love me 10 times better then him. now my baby is here and hes cryin to me to get back wit me but that boy dont love me.he just wants you know what.but its all good because i got my baby.

Post edited by: acas, at: 2006/09/26 21:29