someone help

[color=#000080]Hey everyone!
I’m a bit confused. I keep going back and forth with the idea of pregnancy. I came to conclusion that I don’t want to be pregnant. I just got attached when I thought that I was pregnant and when I found out that I wasn’t a part of me felt like I lost something. Even though I never had it. So I thought about trying for a baby. But I think I was trying for the wrong reason. However I was also thinking that I do want to be pregnant within the next couple years. I want to be a younger mother (not necessarily young) but in my early 20’s. I’ve always thought about having starting a family before I turn 27ish. Now, I have 9 months left in my schooling and was wondering if you all think I might be ready afterwards? I’ll be 21 years old, my boyfriend is a really good guy and we plan to get married in a few years when he’s done university. We’re a really solid couple and when he thought I was pregnant he was on board fully and said that pregnant or not he was happy, I have a lot of money saved up and I know that I’ll be comfortable. right now I’m in a pretty good position to have a baby, but I just want to focus more on finishing college and stuff right now. So is it okay to start after my program is done? what do you think?[/color]

Post edited by: acas, at: 2007/09/03 23:24