scared…..

Hey… well, i dont know where to begin.. Im just really frightened to find out if i am pregnant or not.. I feel like my friends are in judgement of me becuase i have had sex before any of them.. I waited until i was with a guy that i really loved, and still do… He is 22 and I am 19.. Unfortunately, we had sex unprotected (more like he withdrew before cumming) three times while i was in my most fertile period.. And now i am scared shitless. (bascially because i know about getting pregnant from pre-cum). My friend actually told me that a prostitute was smarter than me, discussing the whole sex issue.. I realize that it wasnt smart at all, but there is really nothing that we can do now except wait and test right?? I have been having nausea for about a week and have been really tired lately… Im not even in the same state as my parents (im away at college) so i dont know what would happen if i actually am pregnant… My mind is just racing and I feel like I need to get it all out… Thanks for listening….