Is there a specific reason you don’t want to do the Rachel’s Vineyard? I know that it is an amazing experience…I have quite a few friends who have attended, believe it or not. From what I am getting from your post, you were forced to abort your baby?? From what I have learned, and have a pretty good amount of experience with this, this is very normal for ladies who have aborted their babies. This is what the lie of abortion does, it does not build us up as females it is destructive. You are in my prayers sweetie, and I hope you post back and we can talk some more. I want you to know and I think you do, there is help and healing…I would seriously consider RV, just wondering the reason you haven’t?
With much care,
Monica