I can just imagine how hard your situation is. But, why would you want a man like that in your life? why in your baby’s life? You have gotten this far without him, and you don’t need a man to drag you down. i know how love can change a person. But be logical and yes listen to your heart. Aren’t you heartbroken? once a cheater, always a cheater and you don’t need to stress yourself right now. The best way, in my opinion, is to do your thing and raise your child and make him regret how much he missed, and maybe he’ll beg for forgiveness and wants in your childs life and if that doesn’t happen, you’ll find someone MUCH better than him, who will take care of you and love your and your child.’
Best of luck