Well, that is stressful.When I was pregnant with my first baby I was completely by myself. It was hard but I think I had more confidence in myself and my future with that pregnancy than I do with my second. I am married this time around and to a wonderful man. Relationships just make things more complex in any situation. How long have you and your boyfriend been together? How does he feel about you being pregnant? My husband and I fight alot too. Pregnancy is stressful on everyone and it doesn’t help that your hormones are going crazy. I will get so mad at my husband sometimes and have no clue why. I’m cranky and my back hurts so everything he does annoys me ha ha. On a more serious note. Remember, this is your baby. You are going to be a mommy. When you are feeling scared or insecure try to concentrate on those litte wiggles and kicks. It will be worth it in the end, no matter what happens with you and your boyfriend.