Jeez it kills me to hear so many young women are going through the same thing I’ve gone through. I know exactly how you feel. I was 8 weeks along and I and my bf were convinced an abortion would solve all of our issues. But it just ended up causing sooooo many more problems emotional, mental and at times physical. That empty feeling hasnt gone away and its been a little over a year so I have noo idea how to get over it or when it will pass. I’ve learn to talk about it, with my "abortion" survior friends because my bf doesnt quite understand though he holds me and dries my tears its justnot the same as talkin to my ab friends. Email me i’ll be happy to share my story and help you with yours.