My parents fought all the time when i was little, when i was 12, my dad walked out on us i haven’t spoke to or seen him since. My mom struggled with money and stuff like that while my home life sucked my school life was great and getting better i was excellent at sports, i was popular, i was on track,gymnastics, and cross country from 7 the grade on, in 8th grade i started dating my bf ryan, we were at a school dance and he asked me to dance and took off from there, that was the end of 8th, we dated that summer and freshmen year and all of this year he is my baby daddy.
On my 14th B-Day i lost my virginity to Ryan, he lost his to me, We used protection, Always. I’ve been having sex for a year, soon everyone knew that we had had sex i thought i would be the slut or whore but the stangest thing happened it was like normal everybody was like “congrats, you got the farest of us all, NICE!” (high five.)
We had sex about 9 weeks ago, and i am pregnant now 9 weeks the condom broke, i wasn’t on the pill my mom is always to hung over to care about me or screwing a guy gor booze but, ehh? That’s my mom, I now live with Ryan.
I’m tall and super skinny so i always try to hide that im pregnant. I wear my track suits and my cross country sweats and all my team stuff instead of my normal tight clothes, i dont how much longer i will be able to hide it?
Hey there, I just read your story and I wanted you to know that I can relate quite a bit, I lost my virginity young and my mom was always sleeping with someone just a little older than me, drinking and doing drugs, I felt like the parent a lot so I know how it feels…I know that you are wanting to hide your pregnancy for now but that is really not the best idea for your health and baby’s health…have you been to a doctor yet? Depending on where you live you should be able to qualify for state medical for free or at bare minimum be able to go to a sliding scale clinic to get prenatal care….make sure you are taking your prenatal vitamins for now, here is a number to help you find all the resources you can possibly need during pregnancy….1-800-395-HELP, they will give you the number and location to the closest Pregnancy Resource Center to you where you can get FREE and CONFIDENTIAL help, they can help you with maternity clothes, baby furniture and other needs such as diapers etc…they can also point you in the right direction of local resources to help you along….are your bf’s parents supportive? Love Meg
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