my mistake/choice

my ex-boyfriend still loves me and wants to go wit me even though he know that i have a boyfriend. i was only with him for the months (it was a summer thing) and i broke up with him after my now boyfriend came back to the school. anyways he’s never gotten over it. i told him that the way we got back together was that he came to my house and we started talking and he told me that we went back togher, however thats not what happened. i saw him at school, he was suppose to transfer to another school but didn’t, we were walking to the bus stop and he asked me who was at home, i told him nobody and he siad he was commeing over. i didn’t protest…. we got to my house he went upstiars intomy room, he’s been to my house many times before…. and needless to say we did the deed… afterwards we were talking and i said, and to think people used to think we were the cutest couple and he siad we are still the cutest couple! i was so suprised i didn’t know what to say, before he left i asked him if he was just playing and he said naw i’m for real and he took me in his arms and kissed me. after he left i was so happy, i forgot about the other guy i was going with. but then i started feeling really bad about it cvause the guy really liked me and i just cheated on him with my ex who was now my boyfriend tooo!! i didn’t know what to do so i just stopped talking to him. when i started talking to him, he had already figured out that i was going back with my ex, however he had o idea that i slept with him that day… we are still friends and i’m sorry for what i did however i loved him more and i can’t help that