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    sophia roses mummy

      A poem/song for sasha-lou nicole clarke in less then 5 weeks its a whole year i have now found out that im having a little girl and there is a part of me in my heart wich herts so badly i just want my little girl back.

      Where’d you go?
      I miss you so,
      Seems like it’s been forever,
      That you’ve been gone.

      She said “Some days I feel like shit,
      Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,”
      I don’t understand why you have to always be gone,
      I get along but the trips always feel so long,
      And, I find myself trying to stay on the road,
      But I feel like an idiot, workin’ my day around the call from you wich i know is never going to happen,
      But when I pick up I don’t have much to say,
      So, I want you to know it’s really painful dealing with the fact you have gone,
      That I’m stuck here waitin’, at times debatin’,
      Me and the rest of the family here singing “Where’d you go?”

      I miss you so,
      Seems like it’s been forever,
      That you’ve been gone.
      Where’d you go?
      I miss you so,
      Seems like it’s been forever,
      That you’ve been gone,
      Please come back home…

      i miss her so much even tho one day im fine and then the next its back i just feel so alone in this ollie is amazing but he never talks about it he just talks about our new unborn little girl of whom i love so much but the thought keeps coming back into my mind that this is sasha-lou’s younger sister and sasha will never get to be here to see her and to see her mummy and her mummy and daddy to hold her and look after her, i just dread going to sleep with the same dream that ive been having and it pains me so much i dont know what to do πŸ™

      im lost at the moment i try and keep strong for the baby and ollie’s sake just im heartbroken inside.

      any advice on how to deal with the pain?

      gabby x.


        hi gabby,

        please note you are not with u in prayers and i belive once u get that beautiful baby,u will feel much beta!God bless you and pray hard.


          hey im erin i found out a few days ago that im 4 weeks pregnant :)…… need to remember your baby sasha-lou is always with you shes is watching over you from heaven and beleive me i bet she is proud of her mummy and daddy..sasha-lou would not be upset or angry at what happened she would be proud of all the things you have standing up to your mum..dont be upset i know it would be hard some days bbut im sure sasha-lou would hate to see her mummy cry when all you should be doing is preparing for your new little bundle of joy that is about to come into your world and fill your heart with more love then it can hold….and i bet your little girl will have a little sparkle in her eye that is sasha-lou beaming proudly back at you and ollie…if you want anyone to talk to im here….xxxErin (i hope this helped a little bit)


            Hei gabby.. Do you kbow the story..of the spirit baby?
            A lady sended it to me,in the fist weeks after my girls funreal.. It is so deep,I cried myself out,but it really helped me..if you haven’t,please let me know and I will send it to you..

            That poem brought tears to my eyes..I’m missing my angels so much..I bet that Ina Angie and Sasha-lou are playing right now in the clouds..


            sophia roses mummy

              thank you erin and gangy and njeri for the advice
              i havt read the story please may you send it to me?
              and whenever i read it it brings tears to my eye just every day is a constant battle and its eating away at me in 4 weeks its a whole year πŸ™
              r.i.p the 3 angel girls πŸ™

              thankyouu xx


                I’m so sorry… I pray that one day you may be able to let go of your pain and move on. πŸ™

                sophia roses mummy

                  its nearly one year next wednesday its a whole year i have my little girl on the way (22nd november 2009) and this is getting harder and harder by the day i dont know how much more i can take! please someone tell me how i can cope i keep argueing with my boyfriend about it and its just not fair any more and its unhealthy but at the moment i just cant stay calm! πŸ™

                  sophia roses mummy

                    Sasha-Lou i miss you so much :'(
                    even though sophia will be here just over one months time i will NeveR forget you.
                    You are mine & ollis first child.

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