as you know, i gave birth to my precious daughters Angelina & Jana Ina on February the 5th, 19 weeks early..
sadly after 12 hours of living Ina passed away.. her body was just to weak and tiny for this world..
her lungs were 2 underdeveloped and the air was going “through” them into her chest…
i had the chance to hold her in my hand when she made her last breath/heartbeat on February the 6th, at 5:30 am.
Angelina is a fighter. she was born weighing 500 grams and 34 cm in lenght,her heart stopped twice in the first night but ses a warior, its like she decided that she wont give up this battle, that she will win it..
i love her. i love them both..
i feel as such a failure… damn i couldnt even carry my OWN children that damn 40 weeks so that theyd be big enough and prepared for this world..how can i put my OWN children in such suffering?
Jana Ina:
http://i446.photobucket.com/albums/qq185/GangY_2008/1-1.jpg
Angie:
http://i446.photobucket.com/albums/qq185/GangY_2008/3.jpg