i cant say ive had many dreams about my baby, well not many i remember.
i woke up this morning, and i can could remember my dream so clearly!
i had Lexie-Mai, she was 6 months old- how old she would be now-
she was so gorgeous! she was definatley a mixture between me and ryan,
she had his smile. that gorgeous smile!
i gave her a bath, took her clothes shopping and brought her loads of clothes and jarmies.
lots of little pink outfit; the most adorable clothes.
i then put her to sleep in her cot, and just sat there and watched my baby sleeping.
she was so well behaved’ didnt cry, went straight to sleep. she just wanted cuddles from her mummy and daddy.
it was such a lovely dream, but thats all it was. a dream.
i just wanted to get it off my chest and write it down.
rest in peace my precious Lexie.
see you soon :)!!
i love you beyond belief!
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