Multiple kids advice

Thank you. I’m not quite sure about the c-section, I never could stomach the thought of being cut open on a tsble. And, to be brutally honest, our doctors here are horrible. It would be close to a death sentence, for me or the kids or both. Even if they get the specialist, she’s still be hindered by the other doctors, who will most likely be hammered or stoned or both. Tragic, but true. If I have no other choice, I will take it, but as a last resort. That’s why I’m going to be a doctor, so that a routine surgery isn’t a worrying experience. The specialist does say I have the build for natural birth, but after the first two we would have to be careful. She says if the final baby is big, I may rip. Ouch. Which is fixable, but I would only trust the specialist.

Thanks for the rest, though. I apperciate the advice. It will be a long, tough road, but we’ll do it. Salem doesn’t sleep much anyway: his post-traumatic-stress-disorder has basically made him a chronic insommniac. He sleeps a few hours with me, but normally works late(thank God he works at home). Off the start, when I’m recovering, that will be an immense help, but later on we’ll go up evenly. If we do need some rest badly, Veronica could help, but I’m trying not to rely on her. It wouldn’t be fair to a ten-year-old kid, a fresh amputee at that(then again, that hasn’t even slowed her down).

Also, I’m going to hit up the library in town and see what they have. Thanks for the idea, I hadn’t thought of that(blonde moment lol). It should have quite a few reference materials. I think I have a membership there, but I haven’t been there in years. Thank you, you’ve really been a great help!!!!

Sure, I’m interested. Thanks for the help, really. The specialist says that I should be able to do well, it’s just the recovery will be very long. I’m willing to wait, after all, it’s small game compared to the joy of having my girls here. But now I am considering a c-section, after Salem talked to the specialist and asked if there were other professional doctors that could be flown in. There are. One’s a specialist from London, the other is all the way from Hawaii. Given the hospital’s interest in how this goes(after all, I am the youngest one in the area to have this many babies at once), and the fact that Salem’s foster parent’s money that he “liberated” talks loud and clear, I think it might be possible to actually get one. I would much rather have them naturally, but the word complication scares me. I don’t want to end up like Viktoria’s boyfriend’s old flame: bleeding out internally while the doctors are unable to do anything. And if that happened to me, that would destroy Salem. Especially if the tragic second part happened…..but I want to stay positive. The specialist says the girls are very strong(and big, too. I’ve past the point of people guessign one baby. Most correctly guess three.) and will have no problems. Hopefully.