Lost the pregnancy

I lost the pregnancy this week. Its been really hard. It wasnt planned It hadnt even been thought about. Honestly though my bf and I had been happy about it for a few days before it was lost. Making our predictions, talking about names, I was starting to really want it. He got a new two bedroom apartment in a better neighborhood and we both have jobs so we could have done this. Weve decided to move in together and not use birth control and just see what happens.I know some people will disagree with this decision but we’ve been together for 2 years now and hes 25, Im 18 and I think this is just where I want to go.