Her crib hasnt been slept in
Her clothes haven’t seen daylight since
Her laughter hasn’t tickle my ears
Her joy. gone.
She hasn’t graced me with her presence since the doctors said there was nothing left.
I haven’t been happy in 5 months
I fought for her
I held her within me
I felt her kick with life within me
She hasn’t smiled with those dimples in forever
Life slowly is coming into a routine that doesnt involve my baby. Something I would never had fathomed before. I am moving on, but I cant bring myself to be happy without her here to share it. She was my life, now I feel like a walking shell of existence. I am solely here to eat, drink and sleep. My baby girl never got to expierence life, and I will never forgive myself for having to expirence without her.
Kennah Deirdre 5-4-07
May the angels lead you in.