Let me just start by saying that people, no matter how close to you they are, will always make mistakes and let us down. It is our nature that thrives on pleasing ourselves as we continue to live in this unperfect world. There is only one thing that we can rely completely on for our strength day in and day out and that is our mighty, perfect, God. He created you and knows you better than anyone. His love for you is so great that He sent His own son to live in this world, then die so that you might live one day with Him. He has promised that He will never leave us and if you cast this burden upon Him, He will help you carry it. He has never given me a burden that was too large. Don’t get me wrong I’ve struggled inwardly for a long period in my life and it was hard to let go of people and the securities around me. However, once I chose to give it all up and turn to God, it was the most freeing and wonderful decision I have and will ever make! Please know that He has a plan for your life and even though times are rough, He does give grace and will help you get though it. I am praying for you and please write me back if you have any questions or need to talk! – Lucylou :side: