You could be pregnant if you missed your period. Do you have spotting or pregnancy symptons (tender breasts, cramps, nausea, etc.)? Maybe one of your friends or boyfriend could buy you a pregnancy test if you can’t get one. I wasn’t ready for a baby too but you might surprise yourself. Once I became a mom, I couldn’t get enough of my son and 6 months later, I still constantly hold him and never put him down! There is help out there and you are lucky that your boyfriend is being supportive. Good luck.