I’m a drugaddict. I’m pregnant — facing time

Hi, i’ve read many of your stories and i feel compelled to share mine. I’m now 17 and pregnant…again. I became pregnant my first time when i was 15 and i had a steady boyfriend– i had to get an abortion due to excessive drug use and my mother’s decision. My mom now regrets that decision because she misses my old boyfriend and wishes we could have had that connection to this day. I am now involved with a totally different guy. He’s black–I’m white –We have been in love for over a year. I’m pregnant. I’m still a drug addict. I’m facing charges in court and im hoping they will be dismissed i am also struggling to stay clean. My boyfriend is not an addict- never has been- and struggles to help me every day. I want this baby more than anything–i regret my past abortion and think about it periodically. My boyfriend has no job–i have no job– he’s "poor"..i am not. I come from an middle class family and i have ruined my families lives for the past two years with my addictions. I need advice– good advice i can trust. I’m keeping my baby no matter what…i gotta work hard for this and i know it will pay off in the end–i hope..someone advice?