I am praying for you! Here is a website that may help you:
http://www.pregnancy911.com
or call 1-800-395-HELP
If you are pregnant, there is a beautiful baby, a new life growing inside you. Take courage, you can give this baby life! Even though it may seem like your life is a mess, God hasn’t forgotten you. He loves you as His own child, and He loves your little baby as His own child, too. Motherhood is a beautiful thing, and no person is made "by accident".
Your Friend,
Claire