My first niece, Emma, was stillborn at 3 days overdue.
The pain is overwhelming, I know. All I can tell you is to hang in there, and the pain will subside, never go away, but get less and less at time goes by.
You’ll remember all the fun times during your pregnancy.
My mom had a miscarriage when I was 2, but that is in NO WAY THE SAME!!!
I think about my sister, and how she carried Emma for 9 months, and just to send her back to her original "Home": Heaven.
Your baby boy is there now, watching over you, and protecting you.
If you ever need to talk, I have some referral sites that may be of some help, as they are support forums for parents and families of those who have lost children in any form.
Take care, sweetie, and I will be praying for you ~ Jessica