i feel u

Listen I feel u and I understand where you are coming from i got pregnant at the age of 16 and the boy was 23. I thought i had everything going for me. We had planned this pregnancy and the day i found out was the best day of my life. well when my mother found out she asked me what I wanted to do and i said keep it, she was very upset and so she called my boyfriend at the time and gave him an ultamateum. Either marry me (i was 16) or get a n abortion. He wanted me to keep the baby so bad but he was not willing to marry me because we were young and not ready. well i told him that i had no choice to get an abortion. then my mom and grandmother took me to get the abortion and that was the worst day of my life. the last thing i remember is crying on the table and falling asleep. Well he broke up with me we had been together for two and a half years. I couldn’t finmd him then in 2005 i found out that his aunt worked at my job and she gave him my number. well he called me and we began to reminise about the situation and he told me he was very hurt that i would not give our child a chance at life. That s when he found out that i had gotten pregnant and kept the baby. well he was upset but we worked it out. he treated my daughter with respect and like she was his own. then we broke up again in 2006 and i ended up dating another guy and now i am pregnant with his baby, and i swear he knew because now i lost touch with the only man my heart was ever really given to. sorry so long i just felt like i had to tell u my story