I Know exactly how your feeling, i lost my baby when i was 20 weeks pregnant last year and its the hardest thing ive ever been through, i’ll never get over it but i will learn to accept it, im currently 14 weeks pregnant again and mixed emotions of fear, anger, guilt, happiness and depression have come over me. i felt like i was replacing my first baby, but i reasured myself that it made me a better mother and a stronger person. i cant give you a away to cope with your loss because you will cope with it in your own time and your own way, you should allow yourself to greive and give yourself time to accept whats happend. i wish you all the best and please message me anytime if you feel you want to. x