Hiya girls, i have just registered on this site.
the scariest thing happened to me…i was on holiday and i missed a period and was feeling sick every morning. i thought to myself "i cant be pregnant?"
then when i arrived back to England i did a test and it came back positive. Thats it i thought it was the end of my life!! because i am an Asain girl we are not even allowed to have a boyfriend never mind getting pregnant!
I was 8weeks and couldnt tell my parents or anyone because i had to face reality and knew i would get killed!! So i had an abortion this decision was the hardest…i sat up every night crying and kept thinking how my child would be if i kept it. Now i regret and feel like i have no feelings left inside me, i feel so empty…has anyone got any advice for me?am 18 now and wish i would have kept my baby!