Hey Amy, that is tough! You have so much invested in this relationship and it is so scary when trouble comes. I don’t know if you pray, but that’s what I do when I have no clue….and when I ask God to really show me anything He wants to show me, and when I am willing to listen to what He has to say, then God loves to step into my life and play that role. I don’t know your exact situation, but I have had three girlfriends in this last couple months who just broke up with serious boyfriends and each one of them has had to cling to God. Of course it has still been hard but each of them has found that God is enough and their lives are more full, real, and hopeful. I’m not saying you will break up at all, but I am saying that going to God (whether you believe in Him or not) he wants to be a part. Pray….and I will pray for you too.