hi,
I know how you feel, my daughter died 5 months ago and when i came home without her I cried for days. All i did was lay in her crib and remebered how many times I watched her sleep. I didnt wash her clothes I didnt pick up her toys… She had just been there, I felt hallow and alone, and literally as if I had been ripped in two. laid in her crib dreaming of her and how she had learned how to toddle in this room. It is a horrid feeling to know there isnt anything you can do. I am happy you felt you did the right thing though. She will thank you later for it. I will never have the privilegde of seeing her ever again. You truly loved her to give her up. I wish I could tell you that what you are feeling will go away, but it will take time and you never know what will trigger your mind to her.