could it be possible?,,,

I am excied and firghtened and worried and in joy. Why? … i dont know. I think i might be preg. all of my tests were neg. (at home tests) I have most or alot of the symtoms. I really want to be a mother , to hold God’s mirical in my arms; to look at the sparkling eyes of my baby. By boyfriend is skeptical. He wants a baby, but its hurting him inside to think about it because he cant stand the dissapointment of a neg. test. I feel completely sure i am preg. It seems i am beginning to show. I want a baby so much; to hear all the secrets which would lay in my baby’s eyes.:) 🙁