heyy everyone..
i was pregnant a few months bacc and i wound up getting an abortion, i regret it now, but i think that im pregnant again. me nd my boyfriend always have unprotected sex but my periods are irregular so more than once ive thought i was pregnant but i wasnt. i have a few symptoms now like ive gained weight and my eating patterns changed, for a few days my abdomen hurt alot and it felt weird, from what i remember, just like last time. i also have to urinate alot. i havent taken a test yet, im kind of scared. i do think im pregnant though, i kind of just feel it. but if i am im afraid that i messed up, i am somewhat "bulimic" which is why the weight gain really makes me think that i am. but i know by doing this im harming the baby, but i havent known that it was there. also ive smoked. so i dont know what to do. i know i have to take a test before i start worrying about it but i dont know. help?