1 year & 6 months of pain, tears, miscarriage(s), happiness, rings, necklaces, mean words, and most of all lies! My Bf & I broke up FOR GOOD on November 4, 2006! I cried all night on Monday because it really hit me that we werent gonna get back together & that we were done for good. But what makes it soo bad is I hate that I still love him & it makes it hard for me to love again. I dont know rather him & I were meant to be together or what? I heard he is talking to somebody else or something like that…As much as I thought it would bother me…it doesnt because I know he wont find another chick like me…but It hurts soooo bad that I love him soo much sometimes I cant hold it in and burst out in tears…its just tearing me apart inside…but the WORST part about it is I THINK I’M PREGNANT! 🙁 AND I CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY 🙁 🙁 🙁